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There are so many hidden things inside of me

It made me change so much

It put me to sleep, it tied my hands and feet

It trapped me in a dark room

The pieces of lost time

The memories of love that I threw away

They have been deleted and thrown away

Only the outer shells remain

Without knowing anything, I just shouted

I just have that memory

My heart that was cold as ice

It will be forgotten after I sleep

I want to escape from this pain that chains me down

Someone wake me up

From my soul that is filled with scars

You’re hidden in a place where I can’t see you

The pain you received for me

When my anger becomes one

I’ll chase the lost memories from the deep sleep

I want to find the real me that is not you

But the bruises in my heart are too big

I try hiding it but they hide in my heart and wake me up

I met you on the other side of my horrible memories

You embraced even my lost feelings

Helping me get up from being broken

I’m trying not to let go of your hands

I’m trying to erase the nightmares

I’m trying so hard

In this place where I trapped myself